| |
| Monday, February 26, 2007 |
I mugged 8 hours of maths today.
Wish me luck(s) if you love me,
Ok, I love you too!
xD
|
|
| 2:26 PM |
| Wednesday, February 21, 2007 |
Can you be that special someone that I can lean on?
Where are you when I need that special someone to take care of me.
When I fell ill, when I'm down at the bottom?
You know I'm always there for you, you knew it.
I wanted to share your burden with you.
Even by lending you a listening ears.
But you choose to avoid.
Instead, you said I add burden to you.
Fine, from now on I won't care about you.
I'm always being strong to support the heavy clouds for you.
But you?
You just kept saying you're tired.
Then aren't I tired?
I'm not a robot, I'm a human too.
I'm a girl who needs someone to be understanding.
But every word I said, it just seems like I'm at fault.
Can't you go an extra miles for me?
All I want is you to paint a smile on my face.
Not once, but always.
At least I really do play my part as a GF.
I'm trying real hard to be a good one, a perfect one.
If there's ever someone better then me.
I'll lose defeat and choose to let you go.
I have no appetite,
I can't get myself to sleep through out the night,
all because my heart was worrying for you.
|
|
| 2:50 AM |
| Sunday, February 18, 2007 |
Da ben (hamster) passed away yesterday.
And I'm down with sore throat & fever.
Gonna work during the 1st & 2nd day of CNY.
):
|
|
| 9:36 AM |
| Wednesday, February 07, 2007 |
Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move'
Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Boy it's not you, it's me
I gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
But now your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me,
Boy I never meant to crush your world
And I never
Though I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'll do the best I can to get you to understand
Listen to your heart
Boy you know,
We should be apart,
Baby I just can't do it
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Do you hear me crying?
If only you do it on your own
and not me guiding you , ,
I'm screaming for help,
can anyone hear me?
|
|
| 6:08 AM |
| Tuesday, February 06, 2007 |
I gave up.
I gave all my patience trying hard to explain.
But you get nothing in.
Instead you just kept pushing the blames to me.
A man won't push blames to others.
But blame themselves for not resolving the problem before it got worst.
Have you ever thought of someone's good before pin pointing on someone?
Have I ever show anyone attitude?
I HAD ENOUGH ! REALLY.
|
|
| 8:23 AM |
| Friday, February 02, 2007 |
Why do you have to make me repeat over and over again?
Why must you put words in my mouth?
Why must you say those hurtful words?
I thought you would learn.
But I was wrong.
It's always when you lose something then you learn from your mistakes.
The time when I slit myself in the bus, then you give in to me.
So you want to see me lie in hospital before you do something?
I thought of ways to make you understand my fears.
And it's driving me crazy
I took pills before.
But come to think of it I'm childish.
What can I do to make you learn.
You just make me whipe.
Are you a good BF.
I should say NO.
I think everyone out of the circle sees it too.
But why do I still love you so much.
It's because of my heart.
I'm stubborn.
I listen to my soft-hearted heart instead of my dumb brain.
I'm so disappointed.
I look strong, basically I'm not.
But I'm crawling to be one.
|
|
| 3:29 AM |
|
|
| & memory lane |
|
 |
|
